what was I thinking?!

Have you ever worn something to work and then, upon seeing your reflection in a mirror think,
“I could be on an episode of What Not to Wear today?!”   yeah, that. 

 

I am trying to get through this very long Spring with the wardrobe I have, that obviously no longer fits or flatters me.  This morning, I went to put on my belt and discovered I'm about 2" past the point of the last notch and can no longer wear it (that's a good thing!) and so I ended up wearing my husband's belt instead (don't tell him, and yeah, that's pretty pathetic, isn't it?! my husband is smaller than I was in waist size). 

 

Anyway...

This outfit will be retired when I get home today, if I don’t die first of embarrassment.

Ok, commence laughing.

#dontcallmebaggybutthighwaters

I have a whole laundry basket full of clothes to donate, in case anyone local is interested. 
It's 25# worth if I'm shipping it somewhere.

one thing is for sure

Slow and steady does win the {personal} race!

I have fallen into bad habits again where eating is concerned, but staying the course on exercise.  Perhaps that's the reason I am staying at this new plateau?!   If only I could get back out of the sugar coma and into light?  Maybe it's the continued SNOW falling outside that has me a bit more depressed than I care to admit?  I don't know.  But one thing is for sure, I have created a new healthy habit and lifestyle that is working for me, and for as much as I feel out of control some days in my eating, I am in control of my goals!

On the days that I work out during the week, I successfully bike over 6 miles at a moderate-vigorous pace, and I also spend about 15 minutes on weight machines.  Defined muscles have begun to appear in my arms, and my arse is a little less saggy.  Sleeveless & short season IS around the corner, and I look forward to it more than ever this year!  No hiding behind a baby belly or wishing I were more in shape.  This year, I will flaunt my success, even if it's not my ultimate - because life's too short NOT to do so!

How I spend my lunch hours!

Pedaling my little hear out!

Still going strong. Upped the time to 45 minutes (including cool down) and hoping to see/feel a bigger difference soon!

Maybe it's a good thing Capri-weather is delayed in MinneSNOWta this Spring!? More time to keep working toward the goals I've set!

seven!

It's soooooooooooo easy to get discouraged.  I know.  Jumping on the scale daily, seeing little movement, sometimes doesn't seem worth the .2 ounces of change in a week or a month's time, am I right?  However, looking back over the last year...  I am so proud of myself for keeping on keeping on!!

I have been tracking both at work on their blood pressure/weight machine, as well as entering (not as frequently, as you will tell from the plateaus) measurements into MFP.

But lookey here....   when this girl got a new job a year ago, a fresh outlook, and a new lease on life last April...  she started keeping track of all things weight loss {and I don't know why I'm suddenly talking in the third person, forgive me}....  drumroll, please

7 whole inches GONE {poof} from this girl's frame. 
Well, obviously not that easily, but yeah, that's right...  I'm doing the happy girl dance!!





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Being honest, it's not been easy.  Choices are hard.  Eliminating what I love most (sweets) is difficult, even to this day.  Heck, I keep wrestling with the idea that I should eliminate the occasional social alcohol imbibe too (but then, clearly, that would be nuts, right?).  However, anything this rewarding as an end result is worth the difficult choices it's taken me to get this far.

I must admit, I do not love individual workouts.  If I had the money to pay for the fitness classes at work, I'd do it in a heartbeat.  I'm better motivated by peer pressure (the person working out next to me/competition) and a teacher in front of me, than I am by myself (or even sometimes with a friend nearby).  Speaking of, I must also give KUDOS to the friend who has been with me since September...  for without Eileen, I would give in to cravings most days and not hit the fitness center over lunch.  Instead, three, sometimes five days a week for the past six months, we have drug our bums down to the weights and bikes and created a new habit!

And today...  all by myself, as much as I wanted to create another excuse or eat instead of workout, I made the choice to head downstairs to the gym (when my friend was home sick), and I can tell you now, two hours later - it still feels good!

My goal is in sight, with a work fitness "trihealthalon" ending this month and a body composition recheck happening by end of April (yes, I will post that difference/results too)... 

I'm healthy & happy!
 

I am still
...a little girl with GREAT BIG plans!

soda: did you know?

 

evil stuff.

 

I must admit, I drank it. 

past tense.

 

There is still one person in our house

who is hooked on the stuff.

 

I am hoping to break him of that habit soon!

 

Nothing better than H20!

 

 

If you're trying to break the sugar habit - stop soda.

All kinds.

There is nothing good about sugar-substitutes in diet,

Zero, or any other artificial soda additive.

 

 

someone noticed!

Without prompting,
or a pre-emptive discussion
about weight loss or diet...

!!someone in the rest of the world noticed!!

 

yeah me!

 

not quitting.

sore today, strong tomorrow

I need to find/make this shirt for myself.

A reminder,
that every time I whine
and yes, I've been told that I do,
about going to the gym,
to workout
that
in the
end
it's all worth it!

This week,
I am working out
every day during my lunch hour.

And while my sugar cravings have returned,
I am determined to see the results!